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Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 04.04.2009, 22:38ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Hinal.
It was..bright.
Bright were the first I thought.
And even now, an hour later, it was the only thing I could think.
Bright. Warm. Lovable....Sad.
The little... valley bottom [:3] was full of sun, green grass, trees and in the middle of it, swams a great River...
And all the time I was looking into the river...
I felt lucky, and sad, and angry, and alone and full of love.
After a few hours, I went home again.
And I told nobody a single word about the River.
My River.
My bright place...
Now I am sitting again, there..In the sun. And now and then I was looking into the river.
And evrytime when I was looking in it, a single tear felt down.
Into the river.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 04.04.2009, 22:52
There are many words, that maybe would discribe what my mind went through.
But none of them are explained in human language, so I will just stop at that quote I just said an continue.
Nobody knows, where exactly I came from, I see myself as - how would you say that? - 'animated', 'not true'.
but I am. In a Way, no one would ever think of.
I am here.In this Moment.
A Moment, so precious, as every Moment in human live is.
And I am here, to take it away, make it mine, As it belongs, and was at the bginnning of time.
But no...
Hold it for a second.
My duty, my 'work' was not here.
I left it, just as I set my eyes on that River.
I guess, this moment - and I had a lots of moment in my life, more than anyone could count - was...special.
My eyes flickered upon green, living grass, and I felt a thousand heartbeats in the air I breathed.
I kneeled down, so I could touch that brilliant, rainbowspring Water and - turned around.
No, I was not astonished to see her here.
Not really, no.
In my 'Job', it's very difficoult to show any emotions at all, but...
Yes, I guess, I was exited.
exited, about the way her hair looked like as the sulight touched it gently with one finger.
Exited about her smell - cold, like new snow in the first night of winter.
Exited about her heartbeat, which was so different from all I ever heard.
But she didn't know.
They never do.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 04.04.2009, 23:21
Hinal.
I felt someone's eyes of me.
Felt observed.
Frightened I looked up.
I felt like no breathing.
There was noone.
I didn't see anyone..or anything.
I sighed.
Birdbrained.
There couldn't be anyone.
That was my place.
Untouched...
And again..or..still.
I felt them.
The eyes...
Again I looked up and froze.
I wasn't alone anymore...
My heart pounded fast.
I tried to stay calm but...I couldn't.
How long was he already here?
I felt kinda scared and...interested.
Couldn't move...
"He..lo", I whispered.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 04.04.2009, 23:32
How long had I been there, just standing still, watching.
She was... courious.
If felt her heartbeat flickring under my watching eyes, like a young bird that just learned to fly.
Alas!, how stupid I were. How could I ever forget how easily humans are scared.
And, at least, I am the one, they fear.
Oh yeas. And that kind and gently-shy emotion on her childish face.
the blodd, blurring under her cheeks.
She feels warm. Somehow.
"Good evening. I am begging your pardon, for I was rude not showing up myself and greeting you first."
I said no more.
Human mind is an amazin thing.
I have no voice.
I have no look.
I am actually not even there.
But the way, human mind works, allows me, to be there.
At this example, we've got already:
If there's no voice, humand mind tells human brain, that there IS a voice. Who cares, that human ears didn't har anything.
It is the same with my body.
My morphogenetic field allowes humans to set in, what they want.
It's getting more difficult with children, who see, what is there.
and there is nothing.
Nothing, but...
I guess, it's too early, explaining that.
back to that girl.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 05.04.2009, 12:16
Hinal.
He has a gentle voice.
Dark and...
It was wonderfull to listen to it.
I couldn't do other but smile.
"Oh. Well. You don't have to apologize... I just didn't know that other people know this place... I"
Please. Please say something I want to listen to your voice!!!.....
I thought....
Quite I stood up.
"Well..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 05.04.2009, 21:10
It's quite interesting, watching humans.
they are like books, like words, open for your eyes only.
you just have to read.
She was as easy, as they all were, but...
I never actually...had a conversation with one of them.
I HAD at last, but not with the living.
Most of them were dead, and I alsways used sort of the same words - it always endet up with a smile on their face, as they passed away.
It was a gentle, relieved smile, a smile, you smile just once in your live.
But I knew, just as I set my eyes upon her the second time, she smiled like this.
The hole time of her entire life, everytime she smiled, it would be like this.
Although I had seen this emotion for uncountable times, I just wanted to see it once again, to watch the Sunlight pass over her small, gentle face and her green, riverlike eyes.
"You are allowed to sit down, if you want to.
I'm not...this important, so make yourself comfortable, if you please."
Amused I watched her, breathing in and out.
It was soft, more than a whisper, the calming sound of a harp in dark summer nights.
"I am not used to other people, coming where I am, too.
I am not... good with humans. Other humans; I meant."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 05.04.2009, 21:27
Hinal.
My eyes whided a bit.
"Hu...man?"
Iritaded I sat down again.
Looked in the water.
In my face.
"I am not..."
..Human??
"I am..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 05.04.2009, 21:47
Where was my mind?
where had it gone for that moment?
What was I thinking?
human.
Yes, she seemed human - if you don't watch her movements closesly, as I supidly did.
She was...
She was...
that language was quite...weird.
You cannot speak out, what you think, not even think, what you want to, for it is wether very good or extremely bad.
there is nothing between.
So, she was just...fascinating.
Not human, but acting like one.
Like I did.
But she was a better actress.
"I...I must apologize for my rudeness again.
Please, forgive me.
I didn't meant to.
I just don't get along well in having a conversation."
I felt time on my shoulders.
I had to go.
I just had to...
But I wanted to stay here, listening to her floating voice, her light breathes, wtching her closely, and remembering her name, remembering evering she say, her smile.
I wanted her to smile.
But I had to go...My duty.
My duty...
"What is your name, Riverangel?"
I knew it.
I knew her name.
I know everyone's name.
But I wanted to hear her voice.
I needed it's sound, to carry me further away.
No.
No, what am I thinking?
No, this is bad.
I just got...fascinated.
Fascinated by something I must deeply avoid.
I don't.
i am not.
Not in the mood, not in the place, gettiing fascinated by that.
I am...curious about humans, I guess.
But it has never been like this, I have not got the time, doing things like this, I am just not...not...
I just have to get out of here.
This is bad.
And it is wrong.
"Forgive me, Hinal.
I have to go.
I have to..."
I felt the weight of time on my shoulders and the golden hourglass in my hand, on which I saw a name.
It was just some name.
Just any name of any human I could observe.
Calming.
That was good, running away like this.
It was , felt just good.
And that soul, I was about to carry, seemed quite exiting to me.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 05.04.2009, 22:35
Hinal.
I closed my eyes.
Confusing..
confusing...
"You don't have to apologize..."
I said, but he wasn't there anymore.
And now...
I was alone.
Really alone.
Totally alone...
The place felt empty...
so empty...
I didn't want to stay there...
I missed him.
Although I just met him...
Home.
Home again.
But I couldn't stop think of...
Were I really home?
It didn't feel like that..
"Huntress?"
I wheezed...
"You there?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 05.04.2009, 22:53
Hunteress.
"As you should know, I am here."
Her black nose toughed Hinals heel gently and those little paws of hers stroke her knee tighly, as the cub - which was not really a cub - bounced playfull up in the air, trying to lick her finger.
"Where have you been?"
It was a compulsive question, for that little dog - the hunteress - knew, where she had been.
Hinal was her ward, and although they are not always seen together, they are alyways with eachother.
In a way.
"I missed you here, and I guess my stomach did, too."
It made somewhat of 'scratchscratch', as her claws grated the floor, until she finally came to that place, where she had waited before.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 06.04.2009, 09:19
Hinal.
I smiled.
As always when I see her.
.Ma lil Huntress<3.
"Yeah. I guess I should have known..."
On bare feet I walked after her to feed her.
"Here, my lil guardian."
Gentle I pet her head.
"I met someone..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 06.04.2009, 16:17
Her jaw clenched with a somehow unhealthy sound together and she swallowed, as she looked up to her Hinal.
"Someone...
Or Anyone?"
The Silverblade teeth glistened in Sunlight, as she yawned.
"What I mean is...Who did you meet?
and where?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 06.04.2009, 16:20
Hinal.
I raised an eyebrow.
"So what? You know..."
Anyone...
"I don't know...who or what he is.
And...where."
I sighed.
Well..seems, like I don't know anything...
"Huntress?..I'm afraid...it's just..."
I want to see him again.
"..Nothing."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 08.04.2009, 13:01
"Nothing?"
Her tounge flickered across the ivorywhite teeth and black eyes watched Hinal closesly.
"You are afraid of...nothing?"
The cublike she-dog yelped gentle and bounced up to her knees.
"Tell me..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 08.04.2009, 13:06
I sighed.
Had to sit down...
"Well..I am...I am afraid of myself."
I burried my face in my hands.
"I want to see him again.
I am m...missing him."
It sounded pretty weird, now that I said it loud.
"But I don't know him... know nothing..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 08.04.2009, 13:09
Black nose touched Hinals chin gently.
"Then go and see him again...bevor you do anything stupid like crying.
Ask him, who or what he is."
The cub sat down and looked playfull at her, still yelping.
"But please, be careful."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 08.04.2009, 13:29
Hinal.
Smiles.
"Your the best lil' Guardian Angel could have!
I won't cry...Angel dun cry!"
I chucked her under the chinn and stood up.
"I will..go. Wanne come with me?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 08.04.2009, 13:34
"No, littleone.
I will stay here and get some sleep."
Another yawn.
"Just come back, healthy, and tell me, what happened."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 08.04.2009, 13:50
Hinal.
"Okay Love.
I will tell you everything<3"
I walked slowly threw the halls of heaven.
Heaven...
It's a weird place.
On earth they are saying, 'when you die u'll be reborn as an angel in heaven.', but that isn't really the truth.
We are just a few.
And we are just in heaven, coz we finalized our life on earth.
The most people wanne stay there, to do something or are afraid of leaving whom they love.
Afraid of losing everything, even the feeling to have something.
I don't know how I died, or what I had.
As I decided to become an Angel, I decided to forget everything.
but I am happy.
Everything I need is Huntress.
I thought...
Again I stared into the water.
Again a tear felt down.
And the first time scince I reborn, I wished to know what I left.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 08.04.2009, 14:14
I normally do not think about what happens to those I carry.
Their bodies, that is what I know get burried, but as soon as their - call them 'souls' if you wish - leave me, I do not know what happens then.
Not, that I care. My 'work' is finished at that moment.
I know, humans care alot about dying.
they are scared, what will be ater they are passed away. They live their lifes, knowing, that there IS a way back.
I know that, too.
I am not evil. Well, let us say, I am as evil as the knife, that stabbes a back. Or that cliff, you fell down.
I am not killing.
I am carrying.
Human emotions are quite...weird.
Why are they - what was that word...? - crying?
Why do they laugh?
And how - in their world, so full of colors and wonders - did they invent boredom?
And then... that girl. She was no human - of couse not!
I know her. I knew her.
I remember her face now, as clearly as This sun shines upon human World.
It was long ago, I know now - as if time ever mattered to me.
There it is.
But I cannot stay.
i have to go.
But I will stay for a while. Even if...no. Not yet.
There she is.
And a single tear she is crying.
How weird. Why is she doing so? Why, when this place seems so beautiful.
There is no reason, to...
cry.
"Why are you crying."
Oh no.
I startled her again, it seems.
I have so much to learn, still.
humans are so easily shocked.
In case, it's just realistic, they are, but...
Weird.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 08.04.2009, 14:53
I looked up.
Anyhow I knew, he would come.
Instead of answering, I asked him.
"Do you know, how I call this River?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 08.04.2009, 15:02
I didn't.
I know, that it must seem weird, me telling, that I do not know.
But, let me explain.
Even if I did, it would not matter to me.
Names are an unserviceable human invetion, and although it might seem to be important for me, it is not.
Yes, it is written on...
I know. But I know human faces, not their names.
"No, I do not know. Am I allowed to know?
Why would she tell me?
I am just a stranger in her eyes.
Confused, I watched her.
Humans, and I mean those, who are not human, too still surprised me.
At times, I thought, I know everything, someone did something unexpected and I was not knowing at all again.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 08.04.2009, 15:07
I smiled...
"River of Tears."
Again, I looked into the River.
Again, I felt everything.
Again a single tear crossed my cheak.
"Please. Come over here. Everytime I look into the water I feel like reborn.
I feel....I feel everything.
And...it is so wonderfull.
So...new and..."
Long ago I stopped talking to him.
Just talk to myself...
"so...exciting...."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 08.04.2009, 15:12
Human emotions again.
Why was she smiling while she cried?
Why was she smiling by telling me this river's sad name?
Reborn. Again an expression, I do not really understand.
I doubt, any human would know how it feels, to be reborn. Why are they saying thins like this?
Normally, it's easy to understand such quotes, although, they do not make any sense at all.
How peculiar.
I followed her request and stayed beneath her, watching the sunlighted water.
Quiet.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 08.04.2009, 15:21
Like I'd feel his doubt, I said.
"Tears dun have to be born out of sorrow."
I felt him
near to me...
"May...may I ask you something?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 08.04.2009, 15:24
Yes, that is what I heard, too.
Human beings cry when they are happy, too.
I know that, although it feels strange to me.
Why would they have two emotions with different meanings?
"If you wish." I said, automaticly.
"What is it?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 08.04.2009, 15:29
Hinal.
My smile is like brush aside.
How should I phrase it?
Suddenly I felt nervous.
"What..no. I am.. Sorry.. who..are you?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 13.04.2009, 19:53
It is easy, watching her.
Her emotion flickers, like a butterfly, which changes it's flower so quickly, you cannot watch it properly.
We know eachother.
I know her. We have met bevore, long time ago, it was - but time never mattered to me.
It was a dark place, then, midnight.
Pervert, you would say, and I guess, her murderer was, but neither that had mattered to me, nor her pain, in which she died.
But, as I told you, I do not care.
She smiled the same smile, they always smile, and I liked it, the way I like all of their smiles.
Nothing special.
It had been a calm night, then.
I watched her and sat down benaeth her, still my eyes on hers.
"We have met before, Riverangel Hinal.
You must know me.
I have no name. But You used to call me 'The Reaper'.
And with 'you' I meant humans.
I am no human. I have other names, too, but no mother, who would give me a name, as you would call it."
I watched her expression, curious.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 13.04.2009, 22:17
Hinal.
I raised an eyebrow.
"Humans..."
It was hard to resist sighing.
"At least I forget everything about them.
Had to learn again....
I am sorry.
I do not remember.... but everytime I look into your face.."
I stoped.
Blushed...
"It reminds me of... release."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 19.04.2009, 18:31
Release. Relief. Freedom. Fear.
It is misterous, finding so many different words, although the things, those feelings, they describe, are almost the same.
But Fear. Fear is an expression fear ist an instinct. It saves you from doing things, humans would call stuppid; Like jumping off a cliff.
I have no opinion on that. I never have. It maybe is ridculous, or stupid at last, but if one chose to jum off that cliff, it is one's desicion.
You are responsable for what you do.
I have learned that.
"That is a pity, for I still know you, Riverangel."
I liked that word.
Words are...likeable, even for persons like me.
Riverangel sounded...right.
"But Maybe it is better for you, not to remember...
It was...you might say 'a terrible night', I guess.
I do not know.
And I am release. In a way, but I am no Noun, nor a Verb.
I am...let us see...
An anthropormorphic Personification of death.
Do you remember death?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 19.04.2009, 18:42
Hinal.
Actually, I wasn't surprised.
Actually I knew it but...
"Yeah.", was the only word I was able to say.
Yeah.
I knew the death.
Such an....inexplicable...word -no- thing.
I knew it coz... I am an Angel.
There are people... I feel them.
I feel the presence of their wishes..
'I wish I had an Angel
I want to become an Angel
I want an Angel to safe me from death'
Death..
I knew the word 'death'.
I knew the fear humans have...
And I didn't understanbd it.
"Fear.." I said.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 19.04.2009, 18:50
She knew. But she did no remember.
Remeberance is difficult from knowing.
If you know something, you heard of it, maybe. Or read about that theme - wichever it is.
Rememberance has it own expression to paint on human faces.
Or faces, that once was human.
She was not afraid, although she used it's noun.
Fascinating once-human, she was.
She really was...
"You do not remember, do you, Hinal?"
I watched her, still heard her slow breathes floating in the air. Like Music I guess...Like music...
Really Fascinating.
"Do you remember life, then?
Do you remember anything?
Or did you forget everything."
Forgetting.
It actually is a protecting Mechanism of human mind.
Or an illness.
But it is healthy, in some ways...
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 25.04.2009, 13:21
Hinal.
Huh?
"Why.." - I was watching him.
Fascinated..
But... why...
I didn't know why, but anyhow I liked his way he called me.
>Riverangel.
It sounded...
well.. why.
"Erm. Well. I know it... I am.. erm.." I was out of my concept.
I wanted him to call me Riverangel.
Not Hinal.
I didn't want to be Hinal to him.
I didn't want to be to him, who I am to everyone...
I wanted to be the Riverangel.
His Riverangel.
"no..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 26.04.2009, 17:51
I did not knew, how smiling felt like.
And I think, I did not smile at this moment.
I just did nothing but watching her.
"Do you know, humans?"
It was odd, somehow.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 26.04.2009, 18:41
Hinal.
Breath...in..out...Breath...
I nodded.
"Yes. Once I was.. Human. But I... died. Anyhow... I died... But I don't remember."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 06.05.2009, 16:48
Of couse she did not remember.
It was odd, yes, but how could I have not thought of that.
human mind is amazing, if you know, how it works, and actually humans themselves do not really lnow.
If something bad happened, human mind protects itself, and erases the memory.
And what could worse than death, himself?
It was amusing. In a very odd way, I should say.
"But I do, Riverangel."
And I did, als i told you before.
That dark room, some years ago. I cannot tell, for years and time do not matter to me.
I can let time stand still. I AM time. I a way.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 09.05.2009, 18:03
Hinal.
My eyes widened.
"You do?"
I never thought of aking why.. I never wanted to know.. but...
I was afraid, he would go if we stop talking, so I had to say something and...
the truth..it was so near.
"I became Angel, coz I wanted to forget. Thats the reason for dieing humans become Angel.
Probably you know: When you die, you have the choice:
Just die and see the world... lay your eyes down and share the feelings of everyone.... or become an Angel.
Forget the truth. Forget the lies. Forget the pain.
an Angel can't feel pain. Or 'love' or 'hate'.... We are just living in peace and we are.. kinda happy I think.
But scince I took a look into this river things changed... An Angel can't cry but I... you already noticed I ahve to cry while watching into it."
She sighed.
"Would you tell me?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 13.05.2009, 07:55
No, I did not know.
How could I know?
I am just...The gatekeeper. Sort of. I do not kill, in that way.
As already mentioned, I am not 'bad' in any ways, human mind could think of.
I am...Just me, in a way.
I rose up and watched the misty meadow, where we stood, before my Hand reached out and hung in the air, waiting for something, that might happen.
I often saw such things, as I walked beneath the living. They do such things often, but they laugh in these moments.
I have no ability to laugh. Nor to cry. But I already said so, did I?
"Would you come with me, Riverangel?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 13.05.2009, 15:24
Hinal.
Everything within me, wanted to take his hand, but I resisted.
Stood up by myself.
Was a bit afraid.
"I'll go with you."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 13.08.2009, 11:48
I nodded - what else could I do? - and stepped foward, not waiting.
I did not knwe, if she really would come with me.
I could imagine, that cuelity ist not good for angels, not even for her, for she seemed to have forgotten, what humans once did to her.
That is, how human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful, they reject it.
If they could get hurt through memories, they forget.
I cannot forget.
I remember every one I saw. everything. Not-useful-things, like how the grass looked, als she fell down.
I cannot forget.
I am no human.
I stopped, waiting for her.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 13.08.2009, 19:20
Hinal.
She tried to smile.
A harmless smile.
A smile to prevent the weakness.
The doubt.
"So, where exactly will you take me??"
She tried to sound light-hearted.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 13.08.2009, 19:31
Where I would take her?
I stood, watching her, the wind on her hair, smiling in the sunlight.
Why was she smiling?
I never understood smiling, although it was a Good Thing to do, I guess.
"To the world you once belonged to, Riverangel.
To the people, who call you and your kind to rescue them.
But you never listen. You never help.
So, they become Angels, too."
There was no Offence in my voice. Just nothing, like always.
I cannot show feelings. It is better, this way.
If I could feel, watching all those 'horrible' Things would make me insane.
But I cannot feel. I cannot express feelings.
So all of the human kind were fascinating to me.
So I just watched her, fascinated, until the dustwhite, large horse arrived, that had been my Friend for a long time and many, many years.
As soon as I sat in the saddle, I held out my hand for her, twice.
Humans do such things. I've seen it.
It is polite, that way.
And so, I waited.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 13.08.2009, 19:38
Hinal.
This time she took his hand.
It felt... weird.
Cold.
Fragile..and Strong.
But hard like a stone...
As she loosed his hand again she felt kinda blank.
Weird - again.
"People..call us?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 13.08.2009, 19:47
Soon the horse left the ground, ran through the sky.
It will take long, until our arriving.
But time would be no matter.
Not for me.
I always coma to the right time.
At the right place.
Always.
She was...warm.
Warm, as they always were, but...
This has been the first time, touched by some once-human-being.
Facinating. So full of life, hope.
I never have been touched before-
"Yes, Riverangel.
They call you. Because they believe in you.
If they would not believe, you and your kind would not exist.
Nor would I. But they believe. So, we exist."
My Hand searched for the golden hourglass in the wideness of the totally-black-cape of mine, until I found it.
it was beautiful, I figured.
I heard the quiet, fast sound of time running from the top of the glass to it's bottom.
It would be over, soon.
"You should see this."
I handed it over to her.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 13.08.2009, 19:54
Hinal.
"Its Cold."
I blushed.
"And beatifull.. of course."
Quiet I pressed my ear against it.
Listened.
A gentle sound of... of what??
Falling sand?
Maybe...
"Is this the..time??
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 13.08.2009, 19:59
I nodded, silently, kept my eyes on the sleeping clouds beneath us.
"If it is your wish to give it that name.
There is a name, written on it.
This person is going to die in a few minutes."
After these words, I waited.
She did not seem to be afraid, and I did not knew, if she was going to be.
But suddenly, I hoped, she would be.
it would be...natural. Listening to your instincs, running away from me.
Like they always do.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 13.08.2009, 20:06
Hinal.
Maybe, she should feel worried.
Afraid.
But she felt just..pry.
Interested.
Slowly she turned the time and read the name.
Sumomo Yuuri
"Do you know more about Yuuri-chan?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 13.08.2009, 20:27
Of course I knew.
I knew everything about her.
"She is eight."
About her death, that means.
"She is getting raped, while we talk.
She dies. He kills her.
We will be there, soon."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 13.08.2009, 20:31
Hinal.
"Ra-ped."
She stares at the time.
The name.
"Terrible."
That was just a statement.
Nothing more.
She didn't feel bad for her.
Nor good.
It was just terrible.
Something she knew.
"If..if she decides to become an Angel. Can I be mates with her?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 13.08.2009, 20:35
"She will not bevome an angel."
I turned around, that I could watch her expressions closely.
I wanted to learn more.
About her. about anything.
"She does not believe. She just will die, and fade away."
That is how it goes.
And how it always will be.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 13.08.2009, 20:39
Hinal.
What?
It becomes harder to breath.
"An eight years old girl doesn't believing in Angels?
She..."
Hinal becomes quiet.
she won't forget...
"Terrible."
Hinal said again.
A scence of sadness withnin her voice.
"And she won't believe by seeing me?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 14.08.2009, 10:35
I shook my head in silence.
The reaction, her reaction.
Why do humans do thigs like that?
Although I told her, that this girl, that human will never become an angel, that there was no ways someone, anyone could change that, still she was asking for a way. For help.
There was none. Help is an illusion. There is no 'help', when one dies.
One have to face that alone.
"No. There is no way. There is no justice. It is not terrible. That is the wy, it goes. None has the ability to change Reality."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 14.08.2009, 10:53
Hinal.
She didn't try to answer.
He was right.
And she knew it.
She accepted it.
I have to..
Instead she started to think about his words.
'There is no justice...its not terrible.'
It has to be this way.
But why?
I did believe...
Maybe...
"When will you tell me the way I died?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 14.08.2009, 10:58
I turned my head to watch her.
She seemed...weird. I could not describe her feeling, her expression. I never saw it before.
"Yout want to know?"
The city became closer, light, which was dearly protected by the clouds became brighter.
"We are almost there."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 14.08.2009, 11:18
Hinal.
Does she want to know?
Maybe not.
Maybe yeah.
"Okay.", she said quietly.
Observed the lights.
The weird houses...
"It looks beautifull and frightening same time..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 14.08.2009, 11:23
Fright.
Yes, it may have been frightening. I cannot tell.
"You have been away long years.
The world has changed."
The horse arrived on the cold ground without any sound, not even breathing.
I oserved the shadows, listening to the screams, smelling blood, untli my eyes flickered on the Golden hourglass, which was in my hands again.
Seconds now.
The screams were getting more and more quiet.
"Come with me."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 14.08.2009, 11:24
Hinal.
"Long...time..."
She heard the screams.
Gooze-bumz.
"Okay.."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 14.08.2009, 11:30
I heard her breath following me into the dark and suddenly it was the only sound, which was heard, but the hard breathing of the torturer.
No feelings is a good thing to have, I figure.
I do not really know, what exatly a 'good thing' is, but...
Well. Odd times.
I still silently watched the hourglass in my Hand, it's upper part was empty now.
I stepped forward, singing her to follow me to the dead body.
The man was still there, watching he corpse.
I waited.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 15.08.2009, 13:24
Hinal.
Disgustedly she watched the man standing behind this littel - to littel body...
This dead body.
It was a picture that burned her eyes and wont leave her till the end.
The very end.. if there would be a very end to her.
'What will happen now?', she wanted to ask.
'Why are we waiting?'
But she kept her mouth shut.
What will happen...?
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 16.09.2009, 15:50
I raised the hourglass, waiting, watching precious secounds running with whispers through reflecting glass, expecting her to do something I knew, screaming maybe, or silent crying, whispering words leike: 'No, God, please No...'
But the Riverangel just did...nothing.
She waited, and for the first time in my...existance, I could not read one's mind, which would maybe have frightened me.
Then, in the silent fell of Sand the little girl began to whisper.
Maybe she was praying, maybe not.
These words, she said did not belong to me.
So I did not listen.
Humans only see, what they want to see.
And who would not prefer - being in darkness - seeing light than shadow?
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 16.09.2009, 15:57
Hinal.
"Anjel. Anjel pwiis, pwiis help me! Pwiiiiis Anjeeeeel!!
Angel, Angel please, please help me! Plea---se, Angeel!!
She heard the little voice beggin', just realized it belonged to her.
Hinal.
The Angel.
Didn't the little girl just realized it ended?
She's already dead?
"I am sorry...", Hinal whispered and did a step forward.
"I don't know how-"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 16.09.2009, 16:07
My Hand must have been cold, als I touched her shoulder, holding her back.
I was harsh, I admit.
No gentle, cold wind, my hand was. Like rain, like hail, it must have been.
But still. This was something I expected, I knew how to handle.
At least, I thought so.
"No."
Still cold, I guess. Emozionless. Like it always is, but it sort of made this moment - a cruel moment, others would say, a dark moment - fade into bloody red.
And so the last seconds finally fell down the glass, tripping loud in the sudden silence, until everything went quiet and time stopped at my will.
My hand left her shoulder an I moved myself forward, holding the silver blade and black wood close to me, which replaced the colden Hourglass, until I did not move no more and looked an the silent bodies, the pale skin of the youngerone, raised the thing, human Illusion gave to me and felt her little soul in my arms, like fire for one moment, until she was gone, fading away, leaving me, that I went cold and dark again.
My hands now were empty.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 16.09.2009, 16:12
Hinal.
Staring at her hands.
Hands which weren't able to do anything.
Was this the way it is?
Of course it was...
Cruel?
Maybe...
Tears started to run again.
What's with that?
She tried to stope them with her hands.
But she couldn't.
Flowing and flowing...
"Angels aren't able to cry! Angels arent ablem to cry!"
She felt like falling.
"What am I?"
After that, it went dark.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 16.09.2009, 16:23
I did bring her back,a ctually.
It felt very odd, having her lying cold and lifeless in my arms, where just one second before the warm, living pulse of a dead soul had been.
But I watched her, still. Her sleeping breath sounded loud in the silence, until we arrived.
I laid her to rest in the meadow by the river, protected by trees, warmed by the moonlight. So much to do this night.
So much time wasted.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 17.09.2009, 21:31
Hinal.
Sun.
Warmth.
Blue.
She opened her eyes.
They burned.
Burned of...saltyness.
Tears.
Again..?
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 17.09.2009, 21:37
The Hunteresses' tounge touched Hinals cheek gently and dark, old eyes watched her movements closely.
"Wake up, littleone.
Your sleep has been too long. The day has dawned the second time, sibce you were gone."
She yelped and barked quietly.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 17.09.2009, 21:56
Hinal.
She burried her face in the smoothly black fell.
"I am no longer a normal angel, am I?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 17.09.2009, 22:00
She touched her gently with one little paw.
"No. You are different now, littleone.
But that is not a bad thing to be."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 17.09.2009, 22:05
Hinal.
"It isn't...?"
Fingers, which are chary touching warm cheeks.
Brows.
Nose.
Mouth...
"What is it, that makes me ... different?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 17.09.2009, 22:07
"No.
I will not tell you, littleone.
For you know it yourself."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 18.09.2009, 22:55
Hinal.
Soft words whispered a smooth smile on the blessed lips.
"Maybe ure right.
I have to..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 18.09.2009, 22:56
"No one else will do that for you, littleone.
But tell me, why did you weep into the smooth morning grass?"
The Hunteress sniffed and yelped sadly.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 19.09.2009, 19:51
Hinal.
She sight and let fall again.
"Because I can't do better."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 19.09.2009, 20:12
The pup jumoed upon her chest and touched her face with one paw, before rolling herself and glancing at her.
"What are you talking about?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 19.09.2009, 20:24
Hinal.
Tiredly she closed her eyes.
"Thats something, i dun even know myself..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 19.09.2009, 20:26
She laid her head upon little paws and sighed a quiet dog-sigh.
"So many things to discover.
But you have time, Littleone.
And someday, you will find out."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 19.09.2009, 20:47
Hinal.
"I Hope so. My little follower.
If so, will you be with me?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 19.09.2009, 21:07
"Of couse, Littleone.
I will always be there for you."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 19.09.2009, 21:09
Hinal.
"Of course... I love you..."
The little Angel closed her eyes and fell in a deep sleep.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 14.10.2009, 21:33
Then I was there again.
Watching her sleep.
I took my time - all that I could spare, at least - standing at first, then sitting beneath her breathing body, closing my eyes and listening to her steady, unnecessary heartbeat.
She was dead, yet somehow alive.
Alive.
What a weird word.
I have never been alive.
I never lived. Nor can I remember breathing or my beating heart.
Do I have a heart?
It was that situation, where most people say' I actually must have one. Because it hurts.'
But it did not There was only silence.
I was only silent.
Then my hand raised, to pat that sleeping pup's head. It did not notice
No one ever notices me. I am just like a bad dream. A cold touch in the night.
I never wanted to protect anything or anyone, becaus all I ever did was taking.
And I never thought about that before.
"I should say I am sorry, should I not?
That's what you say, do you not?
Well, I am not sorry. I just did what you wanted me to, Riverangel.
I respect that you do not want to see me again, so I am vistiting your sleep.
And you ar fascinating me, as every single human is. But it is not only that. Your company comforts me. I do not know, what I feel. I normally do not feel at all.
And I normally do not talk that much.
And because I cannot make you understand, I will leave you alone now, Riverangel.
And maybe you will never see me again.
And I will never see you again. What is a pity.
But I surely will be at this River again. If you want to meet me.
If you want to know all the things your brain forgot.
But who am I to tell?"
And I raised after speaking, feeling exhausted - in a metaphoric way - and walked away silently.
I do not hope.
But if I did, I think I would hope, she would want to see me again.
I would hope, that she would not hate me for what I am.
What I showed her.
Whatever.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 15.10.2009, 18:41
Hinal.
His touch wope her.
His words scared her.
Never see him again?
Everything within her wanted to raise, to shout, to cry...
But she kept lieing there, in the green gras...
listening to the soft sound of his feet on the ground..
"See you...", a whisper.
I will wait here...
After a while...
Angels aren't hungry.
They like sweet things, pancakes, for example.
But they don't hahve to eat.
Neither to drink.
They can sit hours - days at one place, waiting for nothing...or everything.
Like Hinal does.
Just sitting their.
Listening to the wind playing it's game with the gras.
Waving water...
Closed eyes but open ears.
Not moving...
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 18.10.2009, 16:39
So, again, I found myself finding the way back to that place.
That place she called River of Tears. I still wonder why. Why she named it that way and why I was here.
Here.
I told her, I would be. I thought I lied. But I cannot lie, so I most obviously did not.
I came.
Andwith surprise, I noticed her, sitting there just the way she sa when we first met.
Wie first met...I have got no feeling for times or ages, neither years.
I am timeless. I am time. You do not understand, but who does, but me?
No one.
So I glanced at her, surprised to find her sitting that way.
But she did not cry. She...seemed as if she was waiting for...me?
May human people wait for me. Some search me, so this feeling was not exactly new.
But still strange.
Strange and odd and somehow...
There is no word in human language to describe non-existant feelings.
Because I do not feel.
I just illusionated that day.
"You came."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 18.10.2009, 17:56
Hinal.
The corners of her lips were raising.
"You think? I would say - you came. I stayed..."
Slowly she opened her eyes, to find his.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 18.10.2009, 18:04
Then my illusion went dark and...I do not know what it was, that emotion.
I never heard it's name, and no one ever explained it to me, so I just felt...
Just like...falling, I guess.
I never fell. I could guess, though.
Falling. I do not want to feel like this again.
And yes, I do say 'feel', because it would be hard to describe every single thought, which wanders through my mind.
"Am I discomfortig you with my presence.
If I am, I will just go and apologize to you.
I did not meant to.
I just.."
What? Me, Speechless?
I never am. I just fall into silence, normally, because nothing is left to say.
Speechless.
Silent.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 18.10.2009, 18:28
Hinal.
Still smiling she raised an Eyebrow.
Instead of answering she whispered "I wonder why you came...", into the ...the not-to explain which she saw in him.
"I wonder..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 18.10.2009, 18:38
I am everywhere. There is no place on earth, were I have not been.
"I came, because I told you so, Riverangel.
I promised to."
I heard to humans talking like this and somehow it was a very touching moment for everyone else.
She died two minutes from that.
Her soul was warm und gentle in my arms, before she passed away. I would have cried, like he did, but I did not.
I still do not know how to cry. Nor to laugh.
"Should I stay then?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 18.10.2009, 18:45
Hinal.
Her small hand touched his.
Smoothly, she pulled him down so he had to be at the same hight as she.
"Would be nice."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 18.10.2009, 18:54
Her warm hand touched mine, which was cold, as it always were and always would be.
I slowly breathed in and smelled the flowers in her scent and felt her breath crushing against my cheeks.
I did not move, not an inch, not a second.
Just kneeled in silence beside her, letting her breath warm my frozen lungs, making me shiver.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 18.10.2009, 22:10
Hinal.
Slowly her fragile fingers wandered on his white skin till they ended at his cheek.
Forwarth to his eyebrows and his forehead.
Fascinated.
"I wonder...may I...do something?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 18.10.2009, 22:16
I remembered Moments like this, I saw many of them, many lifetimes ago.
I knew what she wanted to do. Or i was sure of that, at least.
In that moment I talked about, it was him, who died. And she cried and fell over his dead body, while he stood next to me, watching her, crying too.
He sad, he would miss her. I nodded. Then he trned, stole the instrument they gave me and cut her soul in two pieces. She died to.
It was terrible, time bruned in my lungs, the universe went dark, everything went wrong, until I made it right again.
For the sake of one human. Two humans.
They passed together.
I maybe should be angry about that.
Anger is a funny word, I have to admit.
Coming back to reality - at least this reality, for there are many and many of them - I watched her, like that human once did, glancing right into her eyes, which you would call beautiful.
"If you wish."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 18.10.2009, 22:20
Hinal.
She saw the twinkle in his eyes and totally lost herself in it.
Her lips found his.
Her breath became his.
But it took just a second.
Neither a whole second.
She pressed her hot cheek against his. Cold - like ice.
"I wish..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 18.10.2009, 22:26
Unexpected.
And warm. Too warm. too cold.
Unknown feelings rushed my body.
My hands were longing to touch her again.
Weird. Odd. Unknown.
Warm. I was warm.
After an eternety of notcaring and being emotionless cold, I was warm.
My eyes closed as I shivered.
"That was...weird.
I feel...weird.
What...was that?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 18.10.2009, 22:30
Hinal.
She took his Hand.
Twisted her fingers with his.
Closed eyes.
Smiling lips.
Her Cheek still at his'.
"Maybe...you can call it love?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 18.10.2009, 22:39
"Love..."
I repeated, astonished about that strange new feeling, about her warm hand in mine and that smile in her face.
All of a sudden, everything went warm.
Because of what she did.
after a thousands of years, my first emotion was love.
Love...
I know that there are many who died because of love.
Or killed themself.
Still, it felt strangely good.
"And why did you do that?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 18.10.2009, 22:47
Hinal.
She bite her own lip.
"Desire?"
Hinal felt her own blood flowing into her cheeks.
His became colder.
"Maybe..?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 18.10.2009, 22:50
Desire...
Who desires death but those who are ready to pass away.
It is no good. I am no good. I knew that, knwe that all along, but I just realized it at that moment I began to feel.
Scared. No I was not afraid.
Not really.
"You are very warm.
It feels good."
It really did. I tried to smile.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 18.10.2009, 22:54
Hinal.
She felt his lips smiling.
His cheek stretching.
Heard his awkward words of...happiness?
Kinda..
"And your cold..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 18.10.2009, 23:03
My almost-smile vanished and I moved myself away from her warm pulse.
"I am sorry."
And I was. I am only holding souls. Holding lives in my cold hands.
I never held living people.
I never held anyone alive.
I am not made to do so.
Humans imagine me with cold hands.
So I am cold.
And I always will be.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 18.10.2009, 23:10
Hinal.
His suddenly moving took her by surprise.
All the sudden her cheek felt somehow...lonely.
And much colder, now.
"I didn't ment it like...like this... I like your cold skin. Your distanced eyes... your..."
She couldn't tell him what she saws.
What she felt.
Slowly she droped her hand.
"I'm sorry..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 18.10.2009, 23:16
"Why are you sorry for failing at something humans tried since they existed?
You cannot describe me, nor can you see me.
And I know how hard it is, explaining feelings in words.
It is the same for me, because you made me feel.
You are the only one since the beginning of time, who made me feel, who made something as rational as death is, feel love.
No one ever loved me.
So do not be sorry, for my sake."
Carefully, I reached out my hand and my fingertips brshed her warm skin gently.
New. everything was new and strange.
Strange...
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 18.10.2009, 23:22
Hinal.
Love.
She loved him.
He loved her.
There wasn't anything wrong with it, was it?
She blushed, again.
Bat her eyes.
"Would you...please...embrace me?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 18.10.2009, 23:31
There it was.
Fear.
I waited for that emotion. I always did.
Fear.
And I did not know how.
I never...Never.
I felt her soul in my arms, while her body sat still a few inches away from me.
Her soul.
It was young, flickering, smiling and warm. warm as she was.
And suddelny, my whole body was warm too.
Her soul...
No. No, I would not.
I would never.
I let go, it fell back, I backed off, standing, my eyes staring at her in shock.
"Forgive me...
Do you fell well? Did I hurt you?"
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 18.10.2009, 23:41
Hinal.
In dreams.
When she fells asleep.
falling in nothingness.
Warmth.
"You didn't hurt me at all. It felt good."
She whispered.
She didn't want him to hear the trembling of her voice.
Maybe he would think the trembling was becouse of pain.
Or sadness.
Or...somethign else.
But it was just trembling because of happiness.
"Please...again...."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 18.10.2009, 23:46
I backed off a little bit further.
Fright. So that is how it feels like.
Bursting. Tipping. Running away by standing at one point.
breaking. ripping apart, screming by being silent.
"No."
I shook my head, still staring at her with that Fear in my eyes.
"Don't make me do this again.
You died like this. You felt exactly the same. I can still feel how your soul slipped through my fingers, how you faded away, I still recall your smile when you first saw me and your smile, before you were gone.
I know the last sound of your breath, your last whisper.
I know everything and now that I realze I feel pain...
It hurts.
It hurts so much I can barely think.
Do not make me do this again.
I do not want to see you fading away from me again.
I will not.
Do not make me do this."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 18.10.2009, 23:53
Hinal.
She saw his fear in his eyes.
His sadness and his...
His...
"Ssht..", she lied her finger on his mouth.
Was the one putting her arms arround him.
Holding him.
"You don't have to. You don't have to. Everything is okay. All right...ssshht. You don't have to..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 19.10.2009, 00:02
I did not dare, embracing her back, just shizerd in her warmth and the gentle touch of her voice.
Fear has been so dark to me.
Made me feel...small and alone.
Losing her...
And it was my fault. Mine alone.
"Forgive me for letting you go."
Scared to embrace her back, I was.
Scared.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 19.10.2009, 00:05
Hinal.
Instead of answering she just kept saying the same words.
Kept holding him.
Like a melody her words became.
"Ssht. You don't have to. You don't have to...shht..."
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 19.10.2009, 00:14
Slowly things went normal again, my breath slowed down.
But still I just touched her shoulders pushing her gently away from me.
"I am altight now. You can let go now.
Because I have to.
Because I need to.
Because it is my duty.
And I do not want you to come with me again.
I will return."
My lips carefully touched her forehead, before I went to the white horse, not looking back, watching at the golden hourglass in my hand.
The duty.
I wish I did not go.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Wieb. - 19.10.2009, 10:27
Hinal.
She said nothing.
Didn't hold him back.
Just watching him go away.
Alone again.
Of course.
Everything went wrong.
"Oh no..."
Hinal burried her head in her hands.
And finally turnt her back to the rivers and walks away.
Re: ROT >>Leha&Fredde
Leha. - 03.12.2009, 22:43
I stared silently at the things in my hand, wondering if that was okay with her, brigning these...flowers, to a place, where many and many of them grwe.
But I did read these things. Things like bringing flowers and diamonds and dancing and lighting candles.
And that day, I went to a danceparty and carried away the soul of a girl. She drowned in that pool of her parents. Only fourteen years old.
Only? I never...said something like 'only'. I just...said what?
Nothing. I never said anything. I kept quiet.
And blank. And colourless.
And right now, I feel and see so much colours, that I get dizzy while thinking. I see pictures in my head, films, hear music, hear thoughts, feel.
I feel.
And that is bad. it is...odd. It is something, that should definetly not happen, but itdid and now I'm...confused. But I feel warm.
And I got her flowers.
And I learned how to dance.
I got candles.
And diamonds, worth a human's Kingdom. A bracelet, I made.
And I'm waiting. And I am sort of scared.
I hope, she likes it.
I hope, she comes.
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