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n2thawestfan
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| Idril wrote: | To be honest... (although you proberbly wont read this) you are confusing us all. I don't know what you want to achieve by being so depressive and not telling us what's going on. I really don't understand you anymore. I don't know what you're doing and what you're talking about. I know, you're talking about yourself, but why didn't you just tell us what's going on with you so that we could know how to react or help you. But you just kept on being so... so... strange in a way.
Well... I fear it doesn't make any sense to say this, but I just want o stay honest and tell, how I feel and what I think. |
You're not supposed to figure me out. I wasn't put in this world for anyone...including my family to figure me out. I don't see why this should be confusing to all of you...well, few of you anyway. I'm not depressed or anything, and I feel I shouldn't have to tell ya'll anything. I mean, I don't go askin' ya'll about your private lives...because it's none of my business...seriously.
Second of all, I'm not here to understand. You Idril...besides few others here, should know that by now! I don't need help and I really don't want anyone to know. Heck, I don't tell my mom things like this...because she never took the time to listen at all. So I deal with things by myself...which it should be the best way for me.
Third of all, the most common reaction I get from people is "O...it'll be okay. Things will get better," and pat me on the back. BULLCRAP! As long as I get the fake and phony "you can do its," I'm gonna go on a rampage and kill people the next time I hear from their own mouths. But as far as this situation goes: I'll learn not to post anything like that again, because I'll get this. That's it from me...ever again!
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Idril
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| Posted: 16.12.2006, 22:28 Post subject: |
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lol now I wonder: If you don't want to talk about this whols "bullcrap" and if your life and your feelings is not our business, why the hell do you make us asking? Why don't you just fit in the conversations and talk to us? We're not always talking about how we're doing.
And sorry I still don't know you don't like it to talk about your life. You know what? Next time people start asking just tell them from the first moment on that you don't want to talk about this subject. Just make it clear and don't let others stay behind confused and worried. If you don't want to be understand, don't make us curious or confused. I just don't get why you act like a wounded animal if you don't want us to know anything about you? I'm really sorry I ask this: but why do you even join a board if you don't want to talk about how you are which is really no big business?
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n2thawestfan
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| Posted: 16.12.2006, 22:58 Post subject: |
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| Idril wrote: | lol now I wonder: If you don't want to talk about this whols "bullcrap" and if your life and your feelings is not our business, why the hell do you make us asking? Why don't you just fit in the conversations and talk to us? We're not always talking about how we're doing.
And sorry I still don't know you don't like it to talk about your life. You know what? Next time people start asking just tell them from the first moment on that you don't want to talk about this subject. Just make it clear and don't let others stay behind confused and worried. If you don't want to be understand, don't make us curious or confused. I just don't get why you act like a wounded animal if you don't want us to know anything about you? I'm really sorry I ask this: but why do you even join a board if you don't want to talk about how you are which is really no big business? |
I don't make ya'll ask me anything...and vice versa. I mean, why should I tell ya'll anything? I don't ask ya'll that at all.
To let you why I don't like talkin' about my life is because I don't. When it comes to my life(remember this is my life), I'm never comfortable talkin' about my life...and I never will. I just wish ya'll don't make this such a big deal. I'm not!
You know what Idril...you're not! Hey, I can leave and have Anne or yourself delete my account here! All I just wanted to say that I wouldn't be postin' anything anymore...well, ya'l got that post. I don't need this anymore!
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Idril
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| Posted: 16.12.2006, 23:10 Post subject: |
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well... I don't need it either. This conversation leads to nothing. I don't want to start a fight with you, so I will keep my mouth shut here!
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n2thawestfan
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| Posted: 16.12.2006, 23:16 Post subject: |
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| Idril wrote: | | well... I don't need it either. This conversation leads to nothing. I don't want to start a fight with you, so I will keep my mouth shut here! |
My lips are sealed also. I'm too worn out to fight anyway! So I'll leave this board alone and save it from my "so-called" depression. I apologize for rainin' on ya'lls parade! 
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