EDGAR ALLAN POE

[Eddy]

I will remember Edgar Allan Poe all day, I will think of him and pray for him - I am a heretic, but praying for Edgar is something very important, although I rather pray to Edgar than for him - I will put on a dress I have made especially for this day and I will have a very special appearance in general, as you will be able to see on the pictures I will add later.

My thoughts concerning this day are so deep and personal, and there are so many of them, that I cannot publish them all here, but I want to say - and even if these words are only true for me and touch no one else - I miss you, Eddy. I am obsessed with you, I am in love with you, I admire, adore and worship you, every single tear of mine belongs to you, every vision. In my heretic religion you are The Master, you are Devil and God, Demon and Angel. You can be all that, Edgar, even if nobody else could, can, or will ever be able to. You are different from everybody else, and maybe that´s why nobody could ever be real friends with you, their jealousy was too vast. It´s probably just that you had a bit too much of everything: A bit too much intelligence, a bit too much beauty, a bit too much talent, a bit too much attraction, a bit too much genius - and far too much knowledge about this universe and the world we´re living in. You are impressing, charming, enchanting, tempting,...and you are not dead. You are gone forever to a place that is hopefully better than this unmerciful planet. Why you had to leave on such a painful path, you, the one with the cynic humour, the huge imagination, the brilliant mind, the one who never got along with his own destiny and who knew no escape but the one we call "Death" - we will never know. Probably destiny was envious when it saw you, The Perfect One, and made your way as hard and painful as possible, finally making you leave this Earth ever so young. But I will never forget you, Eddy, no matter how many years will pass and how many rumours will keep flying...because I love you. And no matter what anybody else says, the love to you is the cleanest emotion one can ever have. And tomorrow I will think of you in an even more intense way because then it is 199 years ago that YOU came down from bloody Heaven, and since then you are here, on Earth, your spirit, and it will never leave us again.
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"I am out of breath"

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