mein neuestes ~werk~
würd mich schon freuen, wenns überhaupt jemand liest
Her last way
Coming into the room
Locks the door behind her back
Face covered in her hands
She sits down on her bed
Doesn’t notice the grey sky
Raindrops beating against the window
Lost inside
She is left inside
Betrayed by her own feelings
Any way that she can think of
Is leading back to him again
Tears are running faster
Touching the cold ground
While she is realizing
That all she ever wanted
Is now crashing down before her feet
Lost inside
She’s left inside
Betrayed by the world
That she thought she would know
Seems like each of the ways
Is leading to nothing
And she can’t find a reason
That’s worth
To seek what she had lost
Long ago
Despair the father of her final idea
One last look in the mirror
The decision written in her eyes
Determined
The fist smashes the glass
Takes one of the pieces
She doesn’t even feel the pain
While it’s running through the flesh
Now that it all is done
She just hast to wait
Watching the blood
Feeling satisfied like never before
Knowing she did not fail
This time
It’s all getting darker
A last look in one of the mirror pieces
Smile on her lips
Closing her eyes knowing
She will never have to open them in this world
Again
Closing them
forever